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Friday, June 27, 2008

Three posts today...so far!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!! I just need to scream. I feel like I'm going crazy. I usually see my therapist today, but he is at a seminar all day. I always end up feeling angry and abandoned and ungrounded when I go more than a couple of days without seeing him. It is going to be a tough weekend especially since I've been talking about the cult and my homicidal rage.

6 comments:

Jennifer said...

Offering my support -- sometimes I don't feel like I have quite the right words, but I always check in to see how things are going for you, a silent supporter.

I'm sorry that you're having a hard time today and hope that posting helps you with your feelings.

Clueless said...

Thank you. I'm doing better especially now that I remembered my PRN and took a nap.

Mike Golch said...

I'm here for you. I've been where you are talking about.

Big Time Hugs and God's blessings comming your way.That's my story and I'm sticking to it.

I'm using my blogger id since the wordpress ID will not work.

Clueless said...

Thank you very much, Mike!!

Tamara said...

clueless,

I know how it feels - mine is gone all next week and I am not happy about it. Hang in there. We are all here to support you - just tell us what you need.

Love,
Tamara

Clueless said...

Thank you. I'm sorry that your is going to be gone. I'm here for you. I keep beating myself up thinking that I should be able to not get so emotional about it by now besides it is only three days. But, I guess it is a lot when I see him 4 days per week.

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