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A key word that you will see:
Fragmentation: a mental process where a person becomes intensely emotionally focused on one aspect of themselves, such as “I am angry” or “no one loves me,” to the point where all thoughts, feelings and behavior demonstrate this emotional state, in which, the person does not or is unable to take into account the reality of their environment, others or themselves and their resources. This is a term that my therapist and I use and is on the continuum of dissociation.
I know that I've been missing in activity with reading blog and writing my posts. Since I decided to not have contact with my mother, I have been having significant difficulties. I am hoping that I can write about it some next week. It has been very difficult for me.
Last week was a very intense week for me in therapy and I'm not sure if I can put it into words. However, I am going to try. I started to think about the letter that I wrote to my mother and the one that she wrote to me. (go to this link,http://clinicallyclueless.blogspot.com/search/label/letter%20to%20mom, all together it is five parts). I wondered if I had been too harsh with her.
I am actually not up to writing anymore, so if you just want to read the posts in the link, I won't have to explain everything again. Remember to go bottom to top. Thanks and sorry about posting and reading others blogs...I've just have not been able or haven't wanted to focus on this stuff. Maybe, tomorrow.
Interesting...I just noticed that I only chose cartoon pictures. Maybe, human pictures are too close to home? Well, I'll make this post a bit longer and post some human pictures...yes, they were more difficult to look at.
