tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8131937402880667955.post876620416149295903..comments2023-09-28T04:27:38.699-07:00Comments on Clinically Clueless: Past Journal Entry: July 14, 2005Cluelesshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04133271403456164632noreply@blogger.comBlogger10125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8131937402880667955.post-17845472719484440872008-07-18T14:52:00.000-07:002008-07-18T14:52:00.000-07:00Shiv, thank you. I see your face on the side bar,...Shiv, thank you. I see your face on the side bar, so I know you are with me. Thank you for the compliments too! I really appreciate you.<BR/><BR/>Hang in there,<BR/>CluelessCluelesshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04133271403456164632noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8131937402880667955.post-9816727250819765722008-07-18T12:09:00.000-07:002008-07-18T12:09:00.000-07:00Hun I've not commented in a while but I want you t...Hun I've not commented in a while but I want you to know I'm still reading and I believe you every step of the way. It truly is amazing that you've turned out so loving and strong, you are an inspiration to all.Mr B The Tech Teacherhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13740186235989815147noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8131937402880667955.post-27253943426930884252008-07-15T14:11:00.000-07:002008-07-15T14:11:00.000-07:00Austin, you hit the target. Exactly, three years a...Austin, you hit the target. Exactly, three years ago I painted that and again I've recently felt that way. Thank you for the encouragement.Cluelesshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04133271403456164632noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8131937402880667955.post-26869251042469861472008-07-15T11:55:00.000-07:002008-07-15T11:55:00.000-07:00When I look at the last painting I see emptiness, ...When I look at the last painting I see emptiness, lack of energy. The others have a lot of movement in them and direct outward and inward with strokes. The very last one has more white in it than the others too and the lines are direct and outward not centered. I'd say you're right about the helpless and hopelessness displayed in that painting. It is quite telling. It seems "shut down" compared Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8131937402880667955.post-22018459705156560202008-07-14T16:36:00.000-07:002008-07-14T16:36:00.000-07:00JIP,Thank you for listening, understanding and bei...JIP,<BR/>Thank you for listening, understanding and being supportive. I think, this time I know why the last fingerpainting was so scary...it reminds me of what was done to me. I so don't want to see it, but it is there...first thing when I pulled it out to photograph.<BR/><BR/>take care,<BR/>cluelessCluelesshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04133271403456164632noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8131937402880667955.post-44598548806215120892008-07-14T13:41:00.000-07:002008-07-14T13:41:00.000-07:00the last one reminds me of something very powerful...the last one reminds me of something very powerful which we wont say her in case it triggers.<BR/>Saying sorry seems to trivial but we are sorry for the terrible pain you endured at the hands of thse terrible monsters.jumpinginpuddleshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02701383598841540578noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8131937402880667955.post-32429100351752343062008-07-14T13:08:00.000-07:002008-07-14T13:08:00.000-07:00Drifter, thank you. I wish that that was the end, ...Drifter, thank you. I wish that that was the end, but unfortunately it is only the tip of the iceberg. But, I plan to tell the truth of my life...it helps breakthrough my own denial.Cluelesshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04133271403456164632noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8131937402880667955.post-11196273794801427642008-07-14T08:52:00.000-07:002008-07-14T08:52:00.000-07:00My God, what a horrendous experience, your courage...My God, what a horrendous experience, your courage amazes me.Laurahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03634190384284402700noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8131937402880667955.post-3203177256105986862008-07-14T08:04:00.000-07:002008-07-14T08:04:00.000-07:00Tamara thank you. Hugs from you are definitely saf...Tamara thank you. Hugs from you are definitely safe. (((Tamara))) I am really blessed with a loving and protective husband, friends, church and therapist. But, it still a loss that I need to grieve...sigh. Thanks for sending strenght my way.Cluelesshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04133271403456164632noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8131937402880667955.post-27280397786922017982008-07-14T05:57:00.000-07:002008-07-14T05:57:00.000-07:00clueless,I do believe you and I am so very sorry. ...clueless,<BR/><BR/>I do believe you and I am so very sorry. Your courage in sharing your story on this blog continues to amaze me. Your stepfather was not human. Your mother was lower than low that she would turn on you when you so needed love and protection. <BR/><BR/>It is incredible that you have turned out to be such a giving person. You do so much for others by sharing your stories. Tamara (TC) Stapleshttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00633350990983632539noreply@blogger.com